in 1999 I was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease just six months after my brother took his life.


These challenges resulted in a quest to know the purpose of life and discover the truth of why we exist and how we can make it a better world.

My Crohn's Disease flare in 2018/2019 caused life-threatening complications due to a Psoas Abscess


I thought I would never be well or be pain-free in my life. I was so distraught I planned my own suicide! I could not cope with another day of agony, fatigue, and hopelessness.

Then something miraculous happened; an emergency operation saved my life! The doctor who diagnosed my rare complication was not meant to be in the hospital that day. In fact, he was told by the other ER doctors that none of them wanted to treat me because I had refused chemotherapy and steroid drugs from my doctor.

The six days after my operation was horrendous; I wished I had died because the pain was unbearable. 


In 2020 and I'm beginning to wonder why I lived from that life-threatening episode and the physical pain? I guess it's to share the spiritual messages, knowledge and what I have and been 'guided' to write all my adult life. 


Let's ride the wave together! We can have a nicer world. Everyone deserves love, security, and community. 


The information on this website is not intended to diagnose, treat, prevent, or cure Crohn's or any other disease.

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